Today, I begin my journey towards feminization. To be clear, I'm NOT transitioning. I'm not trans , I'm… well, I'm still figuring that out. The term I want to use, which I feel best describes me, is off limits to me. After learning about where it came from and what it means to the people who originated the term, I understand why it would be inappropriate for me to use it. I wondered about this for a long time. What I finally realized is that I'm not a woman inside; I HAVE a woman inside. I figured this out when I thought about the long term ramifications of transitioning. Transitioning means… Adhik paen